I was busy focusing too much on work.
I've been putting too much expectation on me -physically and mentally, which resulted in turning myself into a walking zombie.
the teaching hours is 20 hours per week (excluding the clerical work etc) ..and yes, I am complaining now because at some point I no longer can view myself positively.
nevertheless, these somehow made me happy :)
these comments somehow keep the hopes alive, to keep on sharing the knowledge with people around me
